Depression
Numb Depression Short Stories
July 23, 2018SD Chiropractic Neurology

As I've talked about previously. This is something that hits close to home with me. After being on tons of different medications over a decade I was left with severe apathy and numbness to everything in my life. I realized this was a real thing/problem when my grandmother who I was very close to was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and put on heavy chemo. By the time I got to see her in the hospital, she was nothing but skin and bones. All of her life had been sucked out of her by the chemo. Her bright brown hair turned brittle and grey, her vibrant smile turned to a ghost with no tone, her muscles non-existent, and at that point no ability to communicate or remember who her grandchildren were. She stared at me like I was a complete stranger. Even with all of that, I felt nothing. I watched the chemo slowly erase whatever was left of her over the next month until there was nothing left. Even when I stared at her tombstone I didn't shed a tear. I'll never forget this moment in time.
Fortunately, now that I have balanced out my chemistry, brain, and body I start tearing up with emotion whenever I share this memory. Once I got back to who I was, I was able to mourn her and grow from the experience. I am grateful that I am able to pass this on to other people now.
Never give up on being who you know you are. Don't let anybody tell you it's a psychological issue. That is the 1%. There is 99% more to the story and depression is just an alarm going off in your body that is telling you something is wrong. Nobody with depression has a depression medication deficiency. What they do have is an imbalance in their physiology that a proper health detective might need to help them find a solution for.